| casting over the dark appleseeds |
[Nov. 24th, 2007|11:01 pm] |
meeting meat with force, mixing mixtures without a mirror
security force in flux (maybe a plan, maybe a hoax)
the ways of playing
drying our earth
i'm sitting on sandbags and pulling teeth
there's no feeling in there, it's just full of 50-somethings
blastoff
tonight's nothing like last, almost like that tiger |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 28th, 2007|04:54 pm] |
contact, contact, wills without wishes
knowing parts of the story - dinner wishes, diner windows
of course, here's the bull
wine and pumpkin pie
ten hands get tied leaving only my forehead sweating
the movements of lifetimes
these movements move lifelines
establishing greens, touch some blue darling
my cousin brought you back to the apartment
the mattress is smoking again
relax on the motion and convince me again darling
love keeps knowing |
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| the only pair |
[Jan. 17th, 2007|03:59 pm] |
picking up away from ebay
you're not so much that problem (i only look forward to driving home)
a solution, lets detox together and pad our bed
calling around in circle
finally so close
fires and cranberries, kissing and mixing
this is one of those sets, she was shipped in 1987
tonight you'll get my good side |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 19th, 2006|09:13 pm] |
the weekends are now ours
relax your tired head
smell my smell and know you're home
i tend to your feelings
and in reward get letters
knee buckling was unavoidable
mish-mash my insides with a pen and paper
a classic love story
again, suffocating at the space
hot chocolate in the winter
my truck is almost warm
your shape shines through
the sun always killed my eyes when i stepped outside
now i can't bear to open the closet
two sheets and one inflatable
organs skip beats, i can't open it until you're here to witness it
then we can argue about who fills it up
that time of the year is close, and you're close to being here
these dreams i've had, they will happen again
this time for real, this time for sure
we just need to be patient and the papers will appear
this sector of where my head is, it bleeds and bleeds you
sometimes i sit around with three telephones |
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| floorboads |
[Jul. 10th, 2006|05:46 pm] |
it's funny, what i can do
not so much a sick feeling but empty without warning
under-estimation wasn't the term
half of me is across the country
these times are brand new
dreaming about drunkenness in the streets
montreal has a calling
we are the wax contingent |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 9th, 2006|10:01 pm] |
united highway 410
hands on legs, highway 35, 81; they were all Gateways
my inn brings on the spins; our photographs document true illusions
sheets are our favorite past-time
tasting knees; the next flight will be zero hour |
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| suds |
[Jul. 3rd, 2006|02:58 pm] |
all by itself
eight days ago in your hair
eight days ago on my hotel room floor
currently in front of me
burning and putting out fires at the same time
i spent my birthday with this bobby pin
sometimes i hide it behind this group of cds
it's tough but i fight, it's worth it, two small coffees in the morning
sometimes donuts
my stomach has been thrown around all week
i'm needy at an all time high
i'm just crazy about you |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 1st, 2006|09:33 pm] |
no one to play with
i was driving by hanscom tonight and wished for only one thing
wishing you'd end up there at the end of the tunnel
making 14 weeks feel like nothing
every part of me wants you here
but understands you have things to take care of
you don't need others talking sweets
i know you are untouchable, but it still stirs my stomach
you could not leave my frontal vision all week
a week ago we were under lights, taking walks around the park
it was nice to get away
it was nice to say things
i wouldn't be seeing you for a while
a week ago we were in the alley, i was crying with your mom
please tell me this will be easy for you
i can't worry about him
in my city, he'd be in jail
my hands around bound and i can't pay your phone bill
no button in sight, i'd pick you up and bring you back in a second |
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| pull the curtain |
[Jun. 30th, 2006|11:49 pm] |
wet, cold tiles (lock the door but let some light in the other door)
after waiting almost seven weeks, zero hour was finally here
washing hair with body soap
kissing and pulling
touching and remembering
we're both more comfortable than before you left
a sign of the times, blend into a shade of red
fill my eyelids, tug on my back, your hands remind me again
drill sour notes, i took a photo of the bed
faux white towels brandishing, it will keep the water off the floor
mental notes, remind me now and then
mental notes, remind me of what's to come
a party in the making and we still have showers to come
i'm slowly mailing you all the music that made up our nights |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 30th, 2006|12:37 am] |
the first time you said it, in my truck
pulling in to get cigarettes, it was early december
spending the night at a friends, we didn't bother to use the swinging bar above your head
i know i come first in the line of your life
letters burning up my backpack, resist and attempt, breaking ground
i'll attempt to do everything, bring this city to yours
making time go by quicker, we share laughs then understand
my understanding is that i just can't imagine myself without
i'm claiming to be on the forefront
this possession is bringing me to where you end up
the practice space filled up my lungs
the hardwood floor where we spent many rollovers
inflate the mattress and i'll deflate it
sparklehorse on the radio, you're looking so perfect in this light
better nights have yet to happen, living together is the goal
creating together is on the agenda (i'll be in the room when it happens)
i'll hold your hand, letting sweat run into mine
caramel skin, still so soft, never going to change
both of us are non-corrosive
i've been telling your ears for a long time
still fresh, lips will tell you more, you love to hear it
non actual, new bands are born
another illegal position
that base was our stage
it was more of everything i love about you |
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| tap dancing for cassandra marie |
[Jun. 28th, 2006|11:06 pm] |
making certain runs for the Gateway
gibson waiting while i saw
soon after we would be letting hot water show us around
shooting sheets like it was the thing to do
so soon, so early, better than i imagined (let your left hand shine)
just give me the word and my foot will push the gas a little harder
lets remember all the friday nights you came to my work early
you in that chair, me with the lips, you with the comeback kisses
things are still the same, only clouds between us (and time)
my body is set in stone all over again today, harder and harder as days go by
you've wrapped it up, collide with a thought, my writing isn't going to stop
the creation of a book, you're the main character
it just so happens that everything is about you
you're the only person on the earth that could have lifted me up like this
this space feels just right, feed me some more (i'll remember every little thing)
mental notes get me from night to night (you know how to please your man)
i'm understanding that months will feel like nights, lets just slow it down when i'm there
mailing and wishing, loving and kissing
yes darling, our lips pull apart (let you see my slight smile)
you act like a shape, glaring, you are the Shape
in surround sound, locking legs
oops, we're not supposed to do it that way
objects are on their way
they'll bring you close to here, i swear on everything |
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| thank god |
[Jun. 27th, 2006|10:38 pm] |
3 drives on sunday
a thursday to remember, june 22nd, oh what a day
cumbersomes drop their weight, you're mine now
now till then, lets explore magnolia and find newborn crabs
that new life feeling, when you thought you were there
and now that the Shape has taken me there
there will be no more oil needed
i'm set in stone, i'm down for whatever
let my bones travel because they'll rest where you sleep
things are easy when we create
they are slightly different when you're not around
likely homestand, it's almost october
cascading flourish, i knew it from a hay ride
all my friends know, smile when you walk by the gateway
we've lived near you and soon to be again
this waiting is beautiful, you're at every end
completely interlocked, we are engaged |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 20th, 2006|11:03 pm] |
magnificent marvel, wondering world, wonder nines; our time equal to none
airplane itinerary; washing fluxing, compiled into trust
taking web pages and learning, michael learned how to fight the fear
uh oh, time capsule, say quote to me
we'll do it in secret, thank you time bomb |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 8th, 2006|12:29 am] |
have it all
egg corns, sounds and feels so good to me
separated by air
showers and baths make music
clean skin for us all, pack your stuff
tomorrow is a trip
i look at you when necessary
love works swell
you are necessary |
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| moon chips |
[Feb. 28th, 2006|01:43 am] |
for sequences unsaid, we're not backing down from game shows
a night apart is a night to look back on these cloudy ghosts
when i say ghosts i really mean a cloud of smoke
or should i say memories, turn stages upside down
three hours sleep means three hours to look
three hours to distribute what my bones filled up with while my twenty minute nap occurred
switch to a work place
the night is over
looking for new sounds
thanks for the heat above the couch
let my third rate voice be the accent of your laughter
france called, they want there nation's attention back
i'd be shipped around the world with only a straw to breath through (good idea!) |
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| bananna |
[Feb. 10th, 2006|02:36 am] |
dear immediately,
i can not find the words, nor the know-how to complicate what i've stumbled upon
you can load your mussels and you surely can scout
our travel arrangements have been made
i'm to blame
she's got this way with words
simply put, simply wonderful
it's all within rhyme and reason
don't blame us for that dirty shirt
dear sun, reflect our colors
travel time, yeah
travel time, we're on time
double intoxicating brown |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 16th, 2006|12:46 am] |
what nice thoughts my dear
mind this once filled with seductive black air
breath this now, lets face it, the bed is our car
your writing tonight was volume-filled (so wicked, so squad)
i'm falling all out of my seat
rank me then yank me, i'm something like spicy meat
this is our gamenight
lets order italian mix with a reseeded filter
items are of the essence
this spectacular poll
smash backwards
hidden inches
but the inches return, oh how they do
i'm going to stay still for this one |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 23rd, 2005|02:37 am] |
someone dare me to lacerate what i'm trying to relay to the mothership (the shape)
quietly forget my url : forgiving and forgetting to help a rabbits cause
violate seconds
hunny, keep walking because the anvils are close
think to truth, forcing on mini cups
for the second month in a row, i'm so close
seasoning a night, vipers approach (valley curse : lets interact with God's self) |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 21st, 2005|03:03 am] |
a sounds and a fluid; mist valley come in, this is your adviser
okay, alright, lets laugh it up and mark this on the calender
i'm observing wonderful words and all that we embark on
lifting eyelids and making people dream, it's what we're about
we have it all within our little ski lift
maybe it's mangled this time
they aren't bedsheets this time, maybe a couch cushion of some sort |
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